David,
I have not mastered my head, and after a long review, know
that I need to change some things. Try as I may, I have not been able to adapt
to your style. This both frustrates me and reaffirms I have a lot of head
noise that is going to hurt me and my family, if I cannot master it. I
have studied nonstop for 2 years, and have heard many styles and systems, and
suspect I am just overloaded.
I did have to add some funds to my TS account to be able to
do anything, but again, lost a couple hundred today.. Mostly in the chop prior
to the fall; didn’t keep my powder dry.
Bottom line, I need to step away and reassess why I think I
can, and deserve to survive trading for a living. I think you bill at the
end of the month, so please advise if there is anything else I need do before
then to end my membership, hopefully only for a short while.
I want to say Thank You for your good karma, your teaching,
and your friendship. I may still try to go to the Pasadena Money Show, but
at this time, I am not sure. The wife’s teaching job ended with the
arrival of summer, so we now have Zero income, more bills, and a husband who
ain’t cutting it – LOL. I need to get my head on right, write
my rules, exercise them with extreme discipline, and prove I can do this, in a SIM
environment, before I risk anymore. If I can do this, I look forward to
coming back aboard, and resuming my role a room clown.
Please keep a happy thought for me, God knows I need
it.
Your fiend
Mark Mustoe